experience

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatu.....
Hye I think I didn't update my blog for 5 days and it is awesome
despite of this updating things I have another lots of huge things to do..
bytheway,..Cik Anisa FB acount is backkkk!!!!yeaaaayyyyy!!!!!
please add me keyh..!!!(ayat bajet retis lah kau nie)

So many awful+awesome things happened to me for this week..
First of all,..last monday my xternal asked me and my friends  to view the post mortem..
At the first round I was like so excited and I keep asking myself "betul kew aq nak tgok niey?"
Then in front of the forensic unit my hand started to shaking everywhere including cardio palpitation...
and also I felt like I can't properly stand on my feet (macam nak jatuh)...
Teruk kan I nie?..nama je MLT...ahaks!!!

And then I tried my best to strengthen my soul and spirit to follow the entire process..
Started from the abdomen up the heat and lastly the scale...
This case is about a man who have accident with a lorry...a chinese man..
All of the organs inside the cadaver already became black-ish because he had death for 2 days before the post mortem or maybe he is a smoker..
Then the MA involved has cut  small parts of the organs for HPE test..

Before the MA started to "potong" his skull I'd already get out from the room..
uhuh!!!(tak tahan weyy dengan bau dye)..
And thanxx to the cadaver "awesome" smell I'd got headache for the whole day...
On the way back to my lab,..I told myself "anisa,.never dream to be a doctor again)
Yeahhh,..right..."I masih tak cukup kuat semangat"

The next day,.eis ask me whether I want to further study in MBBS or not and my answer is "yes"..
I didn't know why my heart keep exaggerate about being a doctor...
Being a doctor isn't so great..my friends always said to me that she didn't want to marry a doctor because of life that she gonna through with the doctor....ahaks!!!
To be truth I think that she may be scare that  she can't meet her husband frequently...
but my heart indeed to study MBBS if Allah have arrange it for me...

OmG!!!enough about the post mortem and MBBS things..
And today my mood was not so good fortunately i manage to control my temper...
oke guy's...thanxx for reading...


p/s....perempuan yang garang sebelum kahwin adalah orang yang manja lepas kahwin...btol kew?..

p/s....macam tak sabar nak habis praktikal....penat!!

p/s....Saya rindu ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????