Malang x berbau

Assalamualaikum....hye you all'z...
as I told before..I want to make up my blog..
I want to be more fresh n energetic..
but I don't know whether it is or not...

Today is a very bad day for me...
It's because ary ni my house kosong...
my mom goin' for a kenduri nearest..
N my siblings keluar to find their things...
Me?..I have to cook for my fmly...

But..when my sis n adik back from find their things...
My sis crying..kaki dye luka sbb org gile mne ntah x reti nk bg signal!!!!
Then kaki dye touch dkt side jentera 2...JENTERA ok bkn KERETA!!!!
I don't know the full story...tp I kna palpitation...sgt takot!!!
Suddenly,.I was like "along I miss U..don't leave me pleaseeeee"
HUHUH....tkot sgt!!!!

This is da 4th xcident for her...
Eventhough yg nie bkn la xcident sgt tp
dye sgt strong xtually sbb dye bleh manage bnda2 nieyh...
If I was there..da only thing I will do is crying n thinking about death..
"huh,..ye la tu..iman n amal pown x cukup lagi kan"

There is a sentences dat my along says...
I feel like I wanna crying when I heard that..
She said to my mom "ma,..along xnak mati atas moto"
She is crying..OMG!!!!I can't belive that...
Then my house mcm gloomy jew...cuaca pown tros jd cloudy cm2...

Wahhhhh,...it was scary ok!!!!
Luckily,..xkena pd kaki dye yg kna msok besi 2...
Alhamdulillah from that part la...
Sometimes,.I wondering why it's always her?..
Mybe Allah know she is strong...she can afford that...

Currently,.I'm on my way to finish reading Contengan Jalanan...
A very good novel written by Hlovate.....
Mase bace 2 ad part-part yg mcm kena dgn batang hidung sndiri...
Sbijik-sebijik!!!!!Ptot la my life mcm kosong sangat-sangat...
Sometimes pown ad mcm regret jugak...
So I have to withdraw my life balik...
Kna jalan pakai cara kura-kura...start blk suma bnda
Mohon dipermudahkan segalanya...

FYI,..anythings yg I tulis nie bkn utk tunjuk2...
It's just my inner voice that can't be heard by anyone...
Even my fmly pown x byk tau...
I kna jd perahsia...I kna nmpk kuat dpn my mom...
I don't want to see her crying ok...
Let just me yg crying but not her...

p/s...mcm xde hrpn jew nk p BT Layar nt...
       FRUST sgt!!!!!